What is it that you’re looking for?
How can you find it if you don’t know?
When will you call it yours?
And does it wish to be owned?
--
Look inside the padlocked box
Holding your heart, padlocked box,
You hold the key, padlocked box,
A key for no one, padlocked box.
--
When I would cry,
You would sing.
When I would wail,
Happiness you’d bring.
When I was hurt,
You would heal.
When I was with you,
Happiness I’d feel.
--
All things dark
All evil sin
All shadows
All eerie night
Inside me, inside me
Creeping along my skin
Inside me, inside me
A voice that whispers in my ear
Red eyes always seeing me
Laughter echoing, echoing,
Inside me, inside me
--
It wasn’t loneliness,
It wasn’t pain,
But knowing
I had so much to gain
--
She whispered
I love you
I love you
I whispered
Me too
Me too
We flew into the sun
Ignoring everyone
Else who wasn’t us
In her I put my trust
--
When I was young, I dreamed,
When I was old, I knew,
Then I wondered, now I see,
And wish it wasn’t true.
--
How I wish you knew my face,
As though we were together,
Away from that evil place,
And then, forever and ever,
You’d know me, be with me,
Everything would be yours,
And you wouldn’t see, wouldn’t see,
The lies behind closed doors.
--
I’ll catch you
Even if I fall
To so do
I’ll save you
Even if I be damned
To so do
I’ll be with you,
Even I be alone
To so do
I’ll love you
Even if I be hated
To so do
--
Guardian angel,
White wings, garb of gold,
Eyes of lavender,
Guardian angel,
Looks young, so old,
Oh how I love her.
--
Do you remember loneliness?
Do you remember love?
Do you remember memories?
And are those moments enough?
Do you remember laughter?
Do you remember smiles?
Do you remember chasing after
What is was that you so desire?
Does that matter to you now?
Do you still hold onto dreams?
Do you still refuse to bow?
Is all as it once seemed?
