Random Scribblings for Sahinia, Much?

What is it that you’re looking for?

How can you find it if you don’t know?

When will you call it yours?

And does it wish to be owned?

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Look inside the padlocked box

Holding your heart, padlocked box,

You hold the key, padlocked box,

A key for no one, padlocked box.

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When I would cry,

You would sing.

When I would wail,

Happiness you’d bring.

When I was hurt,

You would heal.

When I was with you,

Happiness I’d feel.

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All things dark

All evil sin

All shadows

All eerie night

Inside me, inside me

Creeping along my skin

Inside me, inside me

A voice that whispers in my ear

Red eyes always seeing me

Laughter echoing, echoing,

Inside me, inside me

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It wasn’t loneliness,

It wasn’t pain,

But knowing

I had so much to gain

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She whispered

I love you

I love you

I whispered

Me too

Me too

We flew into the sun

Ignoring everyone

Else who wasn’t us

In her I put my trust

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When I was young, I dreamed,

When I was old, I knew,

Then I wondered, now I see,

And wish it wasn’t true.

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How I wish you knew my face,

As though we were together,

Away from that evil place,

And then, forever and ever,

You’d know me, be with me,

Everything would be yours,

And you wouldn’t see, wouldn’t see,

The lies behind closed doors.

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I’ll catch you

Even if I fall

To so do

I’ll save you

Even if I be damned

To so do

I’ll be with you,

Even I be alone

To so do

I’ll love you

Even if I be hated

To so do

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Guardian angel,

White wings, garb of gold,

Eyes of lavender,

Guardian angel,

Looks young, so old,

Oh how I love her.

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Do you remember loneliness?

Do you remember love?

Do you remember memories?

And are those moments enough?

Do you remember laughter?

Do you remember smiles?

Do you remember chasing after

What is was that you so desire?

Does that matter to you now?

Do you still hold onto dreams?

Do you still refuse to bow?

Is all as it once seemed?